not really.

we were gonna go home for the weekend but probably not now.
J's dad called this morning and they got in a nasty argument about stuff so yeah, home for the weekend isn't really all that appealing.
i did kinda wanna go just to check on my mom and maybe get entertained by the crackheads in my family but i don't know if i can. i can't see my mom sick and not have him there for support. i guess telling him how bad she really is would change his mind but i don't want it to seem like i'm trying to make him feel guilty or add more stress onto what he's already dealing with.

life sucks sometimes most of the time.

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