long ass day.
but felt a lot better than yesterday.
a lot better.
i suppose i should wake the boy up in the middle of the night to talk more often.
it seems to be the only time i make sense when i'm venting.

i talked about my past drug problem and current eating disorder in class today.
i was surprised at how interested people were, or seemed.
"i don't need a fucking psychology textbook. i am one."
that made the folks giggle.
usually those snobby bitches are so consumed with themselves to care about what anyone says.
one girl came up to me after class and thanked me for "being so open and sharing [my] experience".
bitch, you want open? try paris hilton's vagina.
i keeps it real.

i had to play trophy wifey for some business crap for J tonight.
i hope i don't have to do anymore of that shit.
i've never been surrounded by that many boring ass white people in my life.
i just knew ben stein's fugly ass was gonna jump out from behind the podium, and in that oh-so-annoying monotone voice say, "clear eyes. wow."
the only thing that kept me from breaking the fuck out was the fact that my man looked and smelled way too fucking good and i just couldn't leave all the fine-ness by himself.
he makes my pannies wet.
i'm so making him go to the MTPA with me this weekend though.
he shall hate every minute of it.

test tomorrow.
ugh.
i know enough to pull a B so i'm happy with that.
i don't want a B though.
i want a fucking A.
but i got some bones to jump and studying interferes with my dick-riding time.
why can't this be another test where i get to use his body to study?
that's way more fun.

to the batcave.

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