I need some sleep. I think I've gotten maybe four hours every night all week.
It's partially because I've just not been able to fall asleep from thinking too much and also because somebody's been spiking them quesadilla's at taco bell with viagra. Mm hmm.

We sorta had a fight today. It was really stupid. I guess if it had been him instead of me, I'd have been pissed at him so I guess it's not really that stupid. Whatever. We kissed and made up. Yay. The angry sex was definitely on point though. I think that little vein was pulsating to the rhythm I was sucking him off. That's funny. I just giggled.

I need to study for tomorrow's neuro test. I hate that class almost as much as I hate Paris Hilton. I study my ass off for it and I'm lucky if I pull a C. I think the only thing that makes me feel better is knowing that it's not really my fault. I have an A in every class except that one.

I've got a ton of paper cuts from all the filing and shit I've been doing for my prof. I'm not complaining though. Besides getting to see my hunny bunny for a few minutes in between classes, that's the only thing I look forward to when I'm at school, research-related stuff.

I think I'm gonna take the GRE some time this summer and apply to some grad programs in the fall. I don't think I'm gonna actually go, I just kinda wanna see where I stand just in case. I don't do well on standardized tests so a PhD/PsyD program probably isn't in the cards anyhow. I could probably get into a nursing program that has a bridging option for non-nursing majors though. I'm doing pretty well in a&p and I don't think I'll have any problem with a&p II or micro and that's pretty much all they look at. This is like senior year of high school all over again.

Mama V is sick. Yay for more stress. I know we don't have the bestest mother/daughter relationship but I really don't know what I'd do if I lost her. Hopefully the immunosuppressants she's taking now will help.
God, I hope they help.
Cross your fingers and toes for me?

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