i'mthabigwinna.
i got a 96 on the practical today.
i'm so awesome it hurts.

i've decided J has entirely too much control in this relationship.
i'm taking it back.
i've been aware of the little power shift for a while but after him telling me i'm not going to a show because he's not going and he's not letting me go if he doesn't go, shit's gotta change.
that motherfucker must be out of his rabid assed mind.
telling me where i can and cannot go.
he actually won that one just cause i'm not gonna go that far away for 3 days without him.
ugh i highly dislike him sometimes.
i s'pose it's my fault though.
i focus so much on making him happy and doing what he wants that i forget it's okay to do stuff for and by myself.
but i don't wanna.
i'm so fucking retarded.

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