um yeah so if you wanna play, the game is:
make a comment saying so and i'll give you a letter. you then have to think of 10 words that start with that letter and they must mean something in particular to you and your life.

i got the letter 'J' from my dear KimmyKizzle.


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J*ay- i seriously do not know what, who, or where i'd be without him. he's the bestest. i don't know how he's put up with my shit for so long. but as much as i love him, i cannot and will not name our firstborn son after him.

Juicy Juice- i love it. it's delicious. my grandma always had it for me and my sibs when we visited, which was like every day. i miss that little lady.

Jewelry- i'm not really big on it but the pieces i wear every single day are my engagement ring and a necklace my grandma gave me before she died with my promise ring on it.

Journals- i think i started writing in them when i was like 8. i thought my teacher hated me cause she gave me a week of detention for talking too much [surprise]. so every day when i got home, i'd write about how much i hated her and how she should die so i wouldn't have to look at her ugly face anymore. after that little phase, i wrote poetry. after that, just every day stuff. it eventually lead to blogging [duh] but i still keep one. i don't write in it as often as i used to, but i put some shit on paper every other week or so.

James Brown- when we were little, one of the ways my sibs and i would keep busy and distract ourselves from having to hear my dad beat the shit out of my mom was to put on James Brown records and sing and dance our asses off. my favorite song to dance to was "get up offa that thing" and i loved singing "gonna have a funky good time". my little brother fucking KILLED "i got the feeling". i'm so making him do that shit while we're home this weekend.


Jodeci- they were like the first group i had a crush on. sad but true. i wanted to have this crackhead's baby. my sisters and i actually fought over that shit. shut up.

Jimi Hendrix's star spangled banner- i don't know why but i get really emotional every time i hear it. Hendrix = love

Jugular- keys to straight to the jugular if you try to mug me. my mommy taught me that.

Just breathe- i'm constantly reminding myself to do that. i get stressed and overwhelmed all the time by stuff i have no control over and i forget to just let things flow. that probably means i have control issues, doesn't it?

Je t'aime- i can never hear it enough.

Labels: my love, so random, this is who i am

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