continuing on with the birfday celebration, J and i went out last night.
he was really excited to be buying alcohol legally.
it was really cute.
we get it anyway cause we usually know the bartenders and servers at the places we go, but he just loved it last night.
i didn't let him drink that much though cause i didn't want him to be hungover today.

this morning i picked up my goddaughter and we went fishing.
or at least attempted to.
J's been wanting to go for a really long time and my goddaughter "Loo" is staying with us all weekend and i want her to have lots of great memories of a father figure in her life, so fishing we went.
i teared up a little bit just watching them together.
she absolutely adores J and he's just terrific with her.


the morning turned out to be quite an event.
Loo did not like the life jacket.
she screamed and bit my boobs to make sure i knew it too.
Loo tried to eat the worms.
if there's ever fear factor for babies, she's kicking ass and taking names.
Loo stuck her head in the bucket of minnows.
yeah, lovely smell.
Loo threw J's camera in the lake.
i really hope that thing wasn't waterproof.
Loo tried to jump from the boat into the lake almost everytime J threw the line in.
the child does not fear death, as she has absolutely no depth perception.
i've never been so happy for rain in all my life.
the thundering and lightening i could've done without, but i was glad we had a reason to leave.

we made it home just before it started to pour.
i gave her a bath and she fell asleep in my arms as i was drying her off.
freaking me the fuck out must be exhausting for a 1 year old.
i thought to myself "so this is what having little ones around is gonna be like."





i can't wait.


p.s. who are you and why don't you go to the home url like normal people?:

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