just hating everything right now.
sometimes i miss us just being friends.
spending long summer nights laying in the cool grass without a care in the world.
at least for that moment in time.
those were some of the best nights of my life.
i want them back.
i love where we are now.
i just hate all the of complexity and complications that go along with a continuously growing relationship.
i don't like being the girlfriend he feels he has to save from her own self-destructiveness.
but i need that best friend who i can run to and just breakdown yet feel like everything's okay because he's there.
not the boyfriend who's constantly telling me to 'just stop cause [he] can't 'deal with [my] shit right now'.
yeah, that's love.

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