i'm bored.
J's gone to get stuff done to his stupid truck.
ugh.
i just can't get into spending massive amounts of money into detailing a car.
it's just a car.
and he doesn't even plan on having it that long.
idiot.

i want him to have a blog so badly.
not because i think he'd be a great blogger, but because i'm nosy as hell and i really wanna know what he'd write about me.
i don't know if it'd be like 'i'm madly in love with this beautiful girl who brings out the best in me' or 'i'm with this evil bitch who does nothing but whine all fucking the time' or both or if he'd just not write about me at all.
fuck.
i hate not knowing stuff.

C started "big kids' school" yesterday and i missed it.
i hate that i'm missing all of the new stuff she's into now.
i feel like a bad aunt.
i'm not too ecstatic about her skipping kindergarten either.
she's smart as fuck but she's still only 5.
she should be around other smart 5 year olds not stupid 6 and 7 year olds.
hell, i skipped kindergarten and looked how fucked up i turned out.

my back hurts.
it sucks because it always hurts when my back is straight, e.g., when i'm sitting, standing, or laying down.
if i'm laying in the fetal position or i'm bent over for *some* reason, the pain goes away.
i think it's because the vertebrae are spread apart and can't rub against each other.
i hate life sometimes.

i want one of those strawberry milkshakes from DQ.
but i don't feel like driving.
it means i have to move and stuff.
i just wanna be lazy and do nothing.

i think i should have an "ask mimi" day.
i haven't done one of those in a very long time.
then again, it may not work out too well considering all the lurkers are too scared to comment and ask questions.
i guess i should leave that up to y'all.
that's today's question: should mimi have an "ask mimi" section/post/whatever?

discuss.

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