i hate being around other guys' girlfriends. they're not as awesome like me. i know i have my moments where i'm not the bestest girlfriend in the world BUT i'm still more awesome than they are.

last night, J and i went to a bar to hang out with some of his friends from where he interned. i didn't wanna go if their girlfriends were gonna be with them but J told me they wouldn't so i was cool with it.

we get to the bar and one of the girls was there. i pinched the shit out of J but he told me he didn't know she was gonna be there so i forgave him. one douchebag was better than three of them so i didn't get my panties all up in a bunch about it. my eye twitched a little, but i kept my mouth shut.

i swear we weren't there for even half an hour before that bitch started complaining. the same shit happened the last time we hung out; i had to bite my tongue though because i had promised J i wouldn't say anything.

i didn't promise shit this time though. the cunt started going on and on about it being too smokey and noisy IN A BAR. before i knew it, i jumped across the table and tried to choke the vocal chords outta that bitch. she's lucky J grabbed me when he did or i would've fucked her shit up.

i have no patience nor tolerance for dumb shit like that. you don't go to a bar, where people drink and smoke, and then complain about it being noisy and smokey. that's like swimming in a pool and complaining about the water being too wet. the fuck is wrong with you? people like that need to be eliminated from the gene pool asap. or at least have their sex organs chopped off or sewn shut so they don't reproduce.

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this season of big brother has really disappointed me. i just knew season 6 was gonna come in whooping ass and taking names.

[in my best charlie murphy voice] WRONG! WRONG!

they're gameplay was just stupid. why would trust a person who was KNOWN for lying during his season, and even walks around wearing a tshirt that says "i'm probably lying" [or something like that]? i am baffled beyond belief by it. but as much as i hate will, his pasty white ass, and his little mike, he deserves to win. he's played those bitches like a fiddle.

also, i am tremendously irked at the constant misuse of the word "scumbag" in that house. it makes me wanna rip out my eardrums. scumbag is NOT a fucking verb, people. you can't scumbag a person. a person can be a scumbag, but you cannot scumbag a person. somebody needs to get those bitches a dictionary, like, yesterday.

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J says he wants to move closer to campus, preferably downtown.

i don't wanna.

driving 30 miles to campus every other day does kinda suck but i don't wanna live in the city. there's always traffic and it's so dirty and crime-ridden.

here it's clean and country-esque.
there's very little crime.
we're far away from people who annoy me.
i prefer safety over convenience.
and it's so much more expensive to live downtown.
ugh.

if he really wants to move closer to campus, it may be a move he'll have to make by himself cause i'm not feeling it.

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tonight, we're supposed to go to a club nearby our place. i find it to be quite suspect. this city is pretty much dominated by to groups of people: white college kids and old white folks. having a club where the majority of the clientele is 18-24 year old black people seems a little fishy to me.
i am not comfortable with 100+ niggas congregating in one spot. i'm half black, but that shit scurrs me. it's gold teeth and horrible grammar galore.

i just can't handle it.

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i wasn't gonna make this thing private for another coupla weeks but i think someone who knows me was molesting my archives yesterday, soooooo.....yeah.

if you got an invite, feel special cause it means i don't hate you.

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