not much going on.
monday, i went to court for my ticket but the officer didn't show up so it got dismissed.
i get to keep my license a little while longer.
yay for me.
uh oh for everyone else.

yesterday, i was having really bad mood swings and was not very pleasant to be around.
i got up at 5:30 in the morning crying cause it was just too damn early to be awake to work out.
i got over it though, but then i cried again on the way to campus cause i hate school.
after my first class was over, i felt tons better cause J brought me a banana nut muffin and orange juice; i'm a sucker for food.
literally and figuratively.
a few hours later i was crying again cause my main fag called and told me he was moving to LA in a few weeks with his boyfriend.
i'm not gonna have anyone to do my hair while i get drunk off sangrias anymore.
i'm pretty sure i went through several more highs and lows but i don't feel like trying to remember them.

i'm really annoyed with the dvr for not recording house and nip/tuck last night like it was supposed to.
i can't prove it, but i'm certain J had something to do with it.

a few weeks ago, i was kinda high and had the munchies and i discovered those new reese's cookies are very tasty with strawberry cream cheese.
i tried that shit today in a clear state of mind and it's fucking disgusting.
for serious.
it tastes like vomit.

i think J's mad at me cause i called his grandma a nazi.
it's his fault though.
had he stayed in bed and cuddled with me instead of talking to that old hag when she called, that whole conversation/argument would've never happened.
i'll apologize when i want some dick.
hopefully, i won't get horny anytime soon cause i hate having to apologize to him.
apologizing isn't the problem.
he is.
he will pout like a five year old until you beg him for forgiveness.
but i just flip the script and pretend i'm upset with him for not accepting my initial apology.
i'm manipulative like that.
yes, really.

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