i need a little help from y'all.
i have a severe dislike for mommy bloggers and i really don't wanna become one of them.
so, when you notice my babbling about being pregnant and my baby girl be more awesome than you getting out of control, please stop me.
you have to be nice about it cause i'll cuss you out if you're not, but something like "hey, cool it with the baby talk" will do.
but you're not free to do so until the next post.



i felt her move for the first and second time last night!
and again this morning!

J had just got home and we were snuggling on the couch.
he started rubbing my stomach as usual and telling me how much he missed me.
and i guess baby girl missed her daddy as much as i did.
while we were kissing, i felt this quick little flutter i've been waiting on for a couple of weeks now.
so, i pushed J's face back and grabbed his hand and put it back on my stomach, and she moved again!
it literally took his breath away.
he got all teary eyed and was like, ''hi, baby girl. we've been waiting to hear from you.''
it was so adorable.

and that little flutter was one of the greatest moments of my life.
there are no words to describe it.
it was just amazing.
for the next hour or so J and i laid completely still and quiet waiting for her to move again.
of course, she's stubborn just like me, so i didn't feel her move again the rest of the night.
but this morning, while we were in bed spooning, i felt the little flutter again.
i haven't felt anything since then, but i'll take what i can get.
i've been smiling and crying happy tears all day.
it's like finally getting to feel her move around makes this all feel a bit more real.
shit.
i'm having a baby, y'all!
i'm so excited.
and scared.
i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
but i'm happy.
i'm really glad J was here to feel her move around; if he had missed it, i'd have made his life miserable for a long time.

that's all i've got for now.
baby girl says it's time for some more pizza and doritos.

kisses.

Labels: baby business, my love

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