i'm so tired.
the latter part of this week has been really hectic.
most of yesterday was spent on campus for homecoming festivities.
i didn't really wanna be a part of it cause i pretty much have no school spirit, but J made me.

last night was the ludacris/common show.
i had a pretty damn good time shaking my money maker.
i didn't like that girl shareefa cause her name is ugly.
J doing the katt williams dance* was hilarious.
he's so silly.
we hadn't really had a night out like that in a while.
it was fun.
i didn't really like how all the black girls were all in love with him and wanted to dance with him.
and his simple ass thought the shit was cute.
i was SO ready to mace those hoes, but i didn't.
cause it's not nice.
so we came home and i fucked the shit out of him.
i own him.

i wanted to stay in bed with him all day but he had to leave early this morning for knoxville.
:(
and he took the dvd of the sonogram with him to show his mom.
she's really excited about this baby.
that makes me happy.
it does suck that our baby girl is probably gonna grow up without ever really knowing most of his side of the family though.
not knowing my dad's family never really bothered me just because i'm so detached from my dad; but i always hoped my kids would never have to deal with that kind of shit.
i'm gonna kill J if anything happens to that sonogram.
my mom is gonna be so pissed when she finds out his mom got to see it before she does.
i'll just avoid talking to her for a few days.

anyhoos, this morning, my friend K, my goddaughter and i went to the homecoming parade, which the kid just loved.
she's not too bright though.
she kept on eating the confetti.
one time i tried to get some of it out of her mouth, that little wench bit me.
and laughed.
if she wasn't so cute, i'd have bit her little ass back.
later was the homecoming game where we got our asses handed to us.
so surprising. /sarcasm
but i still had fun hanging out with the frienemies and my goddaughter.
i was kinda sad cause i didn't really get to talk to J all day and i missed his annoying ass.
i was gonna go party with the frienemies tonight but i don't really feel safe going out without J.
so i came home and made the dog chew up J's birkenstocks and watched game 1 of the world series [GO CARDS!!!] by myself.

that sounds really pitiful.
but i don't care.
i'm having a baby now.
i'd rather be home eating ice cream and talking to my belly than be surrounded by a bunch of stupid, immature 20 year olds.
i think that means i'm growing up.

i'm super sleepy.
i'm trying to stay awake cause my hunny's on his way home.
:)
did i mention how much i've missed him today?
i have.
THIS[x a million] much.



*click it and move the ticker to around 28:30.

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