long ass day.
spent about 4 hours shopping for some new clothes.
i love this little baby so much, but being round in places i've never been round before is a little lot hard for me to accept.
i feel bad cause i'm being so fucking shallow and superficial; it just means our little baby is growing just as s/he should be.

i wish it was next week.
for one, we have fall break which means i get to sleep in and no class on tuesday [the day i hate the most].
i'm all for that shit.
but most importantly, i get a checkup and hopefully we'll find out the baby's sex.
is it wrong for me to want a girl more than a boy?
cause i really want it to be a girl.
i saw the cutest little pink ralph lauren boots at macy's and i thought 'baby girl will make all the other babies so jealous with these.'
I WANT THOSE BOOTS!!
even though she'll be a spring baby and never get to wear them.
it took all the willpower in me to not buy the entire baby clothes section.
they're so fucking adorable.
i got tons of cute stuff for me though.
i really don't know why i bought so much when i'll be too fat to fit in any of it in a month.

after shopping, J and i had lunch at the cheesecake factory.
those avocado eggrolls gave me the raunchiest gas.
whew.
anyhoos, after lunch, we came back and i pretty much slept the rest of the afternoon.

*****

i'm happy to report i've gone the whole day without blowing chunks.
i am, however, thisclose to coughing up a lung.
i'm not having intense cigarette cravings anymore [yay!], but getting rid of all this phlegm is not a pretty thing.
i'm horny too.
but i don't wanna have sex and have my boobs leaking all over J.
he'll get all grossed out and make me feel like shit again.

i could just leave my bra on though.

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