J and i had an oh-so-lovely talk last night.
i really enjoyed hearing how unappreciative i am.
i especially loved the part where he said how much he hates being around me now because all i do is cry and complain about everything.

i don't know what to do.
when i tell him what's wrong, he doesn't wanna hear it.
if i don't tell him anything, he starts whining about me not talking to him.
either way, i end up feeling unwanted and unloved.
and it's not getting any better.
today, i'm more depressed than i was yesterday, and i'll be even more depressed tomorrow.

i suck at life.

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