well, it's kinda tuesday now but that's not really important.

my back is still hurting like hell but i finally got some sleep.
Jay called my doctor to see what i could take, if not for the pain, then for the restlessness.
he cussed out the receptionist first because she wouldn't put him through to the doc right away. it really wasn't the receptionist's fault. he was a little hostile because i'd smacked him 5 or 10 times within the hour for touching me. i know he has good intentions, but today just was not the fucking day.
anyhoos, he went to walgreens and got some benadryl for me.
i'm very apprehensive about taking any kind of medicine because i don't wanna put baby girl's health at risk. and i was doing great until today. i just couldn't take it anymore. i was ready to blow my fucking head off because of the pain and discomfort.

so, i got 7 hours of sleep and it's been almost 10 hours since i took that benadryl, so it should be okay to take another one so i won't be up all night. right????
Jay has class tomorrow so he's already asleep and i don't have anyone to keep me company; not that he would considering the abuse he's taken today. maybe i'll play some spades online.
i have a lot of baby clothes to wash so by the time he gets home tomorrow, i'll be able to take a nap with him and then bug him to go on a taco bell and mcdonald's run.

sounds like a plan.
--i refused to spellcheck @ 12:05 AM | |