i'm tired.
physically and mentally drained.
i think my asthma is getting worse. i can barely make it upstairs without having to stop and catch my breath. this nasty cold isn't really helping either.

and then there's the douchebag of the month. if i wasn't carrying his child, i'd kick his ass.
most of the time, he's wonderful, loving, supportive, and every other quality you'd want in a man. that's the person i wanna be with and make babies with the rest of life.
but there are times he reverts back to that glue-sniffing prick i met in the 3rd grade who likes to put boogers in my hair and push me off the swing because he gets off on hurting me. i cannot stand that person, almost to the point where i don't wanna be with him anymore.

i'm really pissed that he's leaving me home alone for the weekend. i don't think i'm being unreasonable for not wanting him to go. i'm terrified something's gonna happen to me and/or our baby and he won't be here because he wanted to go some stupid game he could've watched on tv at home.


men are stupid.
--i refused to spellcheck @ 11:58 AM | |