still preggers. not that i'm disappointed or anything. i'm just really anxious to meet my baby girl now. it feels like i've been carrying her forever. i wanna meet the little person who's been kicking me and giving me heartburn all this time, and kiss her little face and little fingers and toes and smell her new baby smell and tell her how she's gonna make all the other babies in the world jealous because she's the bestest baby ever.

[lie]i'm so not crying right now.[/end lie]

i didn't fall asleep until 6 this morning. my mind was just all over the place. i really need to stop reading stuff on those pregnancy/mommy/baby message boards. i think that's what making me more worrisome and paranoid.

the good thing about staying up was i was able to get up and pee an hour before i normally do, so the contractions weren't as bad. my hoohoo still feels like it's gonna implode though.

i actually got my fat ass out of bed today and walked around for more than 3 seconds; more than i intended to, but we're making some progress.

Jay made me go with him to get another fridge for the bedroom. we both thought it would be a good idea to get one with a little more space for all the baby's bottles.

now, i'm very irritable and i don't wanna be bothered with unnecessary bullshit at this point in the pregnancy; even though you could argue i've been that way the whole time but that's beside the purpose. that's not atypical for someone who's gonna have a baby any day now.

Jay and i are checking fridges when one of the sales people comes over to "help". Jay's doing all the talking, i'm staying quiet because i don't feel like talking. i know, i'm shocked too. anyhoos, the dude is like, "When are we due?" i shook my head, "We? I don't know you, person." he thinks the shit is funny so he chuckles to Jay, "Woohoohoooo! Gotta be those pregnancy hormones. Good luck with that."

"Hey! I'm standing right here. Don't talk to him about me like I can't hear you. You don't know me like that. We're not FRIENDS. I don't even know your name and you are in serious violation of my two feet rule. Now, back the fuck up before I mace your ass!"

men fear pregnant women. that kid couldn't get away fast enough. Jay was like, "Why do you have to terrorize every place we go?" and without missing a beat, "Because I'm pregnant. I'm allowed to do that. It's the LAW."

but yeah, we got a new fridge. it's purdy. i thought with it being bigger it would make more noise than the smaller one, but it's actually quieter. and it didn't take very long to get cold. so, i'm pleased at the moment. that probably won't last very long though.

hmmm....looks like i'm gonna be up late again.

i think i'm gonna make some scrambled eggs and a waffle. breakfast foods are always better at night.


toodles!

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