hi lovelies. how ya been? it's been a few days since my last post, but i have a really good reason this time.

the motherfucking flu.

it's no surprise i caught it. i always get hit with the bugs 'round here. but now Jay has it.

oh.
my.
GAWD!

worst.
timing.
EVER!

he was just starting to feel better after having his wisdom teeth removed, which was great because i was thisclose to castrating his whiny ass. then the following morning i woke up shivering, soaking wet from sweat. that's a beautiful sight to wake up to, right? of course, being the shallow bitch i am, i was more pissed off at the fact that i'd just straightened my hair and it was ruined from all that sweating. but yeah, i've spent most of this week in the bathroom with my head in the toilet. that reminded me of the hellacious morning sickness experienced, which has made me depressed all over again*.

i'm feeling much better now, but i can't say the same for Jay. right now, it's just the chills and sweats but he'll be the one hugging the toilet by morning. unfortunately for him, he couldn't stay home today because he absolutely cannot miss anymore classes. but the good thing is he only has classes one day next week before finals and he's done with school. yays! i need to find a dress to wear to his graduation. that's gonna require me to go shopping for new clothes. i never thought i'd say this, but i'm not really looking forward to that. trying on new clothes? ugh. hell naw.

hmmm....i've got another can of lysol left that needs to be put to use.


* is it wrong to NOT want to think about Zoe? even the little happy thoughts i have make me sad, and i'm just tired of crying and feeling bad about everything. it sucks ass.

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