-i'm sooooo ready for all this semester to be end. finals and shit are stressing Jay out, and he's not a nice person when he's stressed. i want my old Jay back asap.
-i weighed myself today and i've lost only 3 pounds over the past two weeks. even though i didn't work out much, my diet has been the same. 2 fucking pounds. that pisses me off.
-some sex would be great right about now. yeah, that whole waiting until may didn't quite work out. obviously.
-and the topic of birth control has yet to come up.......
-i would love to smoke a bowl and watch "the wall". i fucking love pink floyd.
-but then i'd get the munchies. not good when you're trying to lose weight.
-i guess i'll have to just settle for listening to the album instead. that does not make me happy.
-i am seriously considering getting a boob job. my tits are smaller than they were before i was pregnant. it's really awkward and that shit is not cute.
-sunday night, i watched "planet earth" on the discovery channel cause i'm dorky like that. but yeah, the epi i watched was the one about forests. and there was this creepy scene with bajillions of cicadas basically swarming the area. it scurred me. i had a bad dream about it and almost peed in the bed.
-fat guy in a little coat.

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