i think this is the longest i've kept a blog without abandoning it or deleting it altogether. hmm...interesting.

anyhoos...

i had a horrible night last night. hysterical, uncontrollable crying and yelling. i didn't get any sleep at all, but i managed to make the 6 am spinning class. i actually felt a lot better afterwards and treated myself to a smoothie afterwards. i think i'm in better shape than i've been willing to admit to myself because that class was a breeze and i'm not even slightly sore from it. i should be proud of myself. i deserve a snickers or four.

after i came home and showered, i made breakfast for Jay and did some laundry. since i've been working out, i change clothes and shower like 3 times a day so there's ALWAYS dirty laundry around. it's really annoying. i don't know why i get so stressed out now when the house isn't clean and tidy. i just chalk it up to another one of my obsessive-compulsive habits.

i went back to the gym for my regular afternoon workout and creepy, but kinda cute guy that seems to have a crush on me was there. he said he's impressed with how i dedicated i am to my workout schedule. i think he just likes to look at my ass when i'm doing squats and lunges. usually when i see him there's just the courtesy greeting and then i see him checking me out and later there's some small talk. but today there was some full-on flirting from him. i ain't gonna lie, it is nice and flattering to have someone showing some interest in me; but i don't like people talking to me when i'm working out. i just wanna listen to my ipod and do what it is i'm doing. get that shit away from me.

oooh, house is on. i love that show. hugh laurie is old-man sexy. i'd let him hit it for free.

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