i've become really neglectful of this blog. i just don't get the same enjoyment out of it as i once did, so that's why i don't post as often now. i don't even read other blogs as much as i used to. it's not that i don't love y'all, i'm just in a never ending funk.

Jay's first day of work is today. i miss his stinkin ass and i don't want to. i think i'm more clingy than i'm willing to admit. i've been keeping myself busy though. i had my 6am spinning class, which i absolutely LOVE now. i came home, showered, and jumped his bones. morning sex is the best sex, ya know. i was gonna make him breakfast but he said he was too excited to eat. whatever.

i took the dog to the park. i don't know why that damn dog hates me. i had to fight with her for ten minutes just to get her in the car. then she fought with me because she didn't want the leash on her. and my dumb ass actually sat there trying to explain why i had to put the leash on her. since it was early, there was no one at the park so i just let her go and threw the frisbee for her. she was so exhausted when we left, she slept the whole drive home.

i spent a couple of hours cleaning the house and then went grocery shopping. why is gas so fucking expensive? i swear every other day it goes up at least ten cents more. we'd probably be better off just buying a hybrid. now that he's working, we can't just use the one car we have that's fuel efficient and have the other two sitting in the garage collecting dust. one of those sumbitches have to be put to use, so Jay's using my new car while his gas guzzler takes a little "vacation".

but i digress.

anyhoos, went back to the gym for my midday workout. my little workout buddy wasn't there though. Jay doesn't like him at all. that's probably my fault. he's already convinced that every guy just wants to fuck me so i shouldn't be friendly to them, and me telling him the guy asked me out on a date didn't really help. oh wells. i kinda like that he's jealous. it makes me feel special.

but yeah, came back home to shower again and take a nap. i've got about 2 more hours before Jay gets home so i gotta find something to do with myself.

ooh! i'm gonna go lay out. i haven't done that in forever. it'll be the first time i've worn a bikini since before i was pregnant too. oh mys.

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