i may or may not have to stop blogging for a while or altogether. Jay's making a huge deal about me writing about "[him] and [his] personal life", and telling him to not read it isn't really helping.

i could just start a new, completely anonymous one, but i'm not doing that shit anymore. and if i can't write what i want, when i want, it's not even worth writing at all. i respected his wishes on some other topics [re: sex and all my DSM diagnoses], but i'm not gonna be completely censored and restricted on my own fucking blog.

so, i'm hoping after giving him some of my mind-blowing sex and having my niece here this weekend, he'll chill the fuck out and stop being a big bitch about this. yeah, you're being a bitch, darlin'. if not, then, i don't know. i don't see how anyone can have a personal blog and not include anything about their significant other. i mean, this is my life, good and bad, and Jay's a huge part of it all. he's the sole reason i started blogging in the first place. it just doesn't make sense to exclude him entirely from the whole thing. i'm 99% sure if i were to take down every post that mentions him only briefly, there'd be an empty page here. ugh. he's such a dick sometimes. for serious, someone needs to make midol for men because my baby PMS's like no other. i was so gonna brag on his GMAT scores on my next post, but not with that attitude, mister.

umm....y'all should tell him how much y'all love me and all my ramblings even when i'm a big hormonal, blubbering, slightly psychotic mess and leave questions for him to answer. that last part is just to piss him off, but he'll answer them cause i'll make him..... and so he feels like he has some control over the content here.
kthanksbye.
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