yays for the end of another work week. *happy dance*

it would be really nice to have 2 consecutive weekends of doing nothing but sleeping and fornicating, but it's football season and we've got some major games going on this weekend. and of course, Jay just couldn't resist inviting people over to eat our all of our food and drink all of our beer. y'all know i love that man more life itself, but sometimes i wish he didn't have any friends.

i'm sure it won't be too horrible though. tomorrow, people are gonna come over to watch the tennessee/florida game, and then we're all going to campus for the v@ndy/ole miss game. since we'll only be here for one game, i don't have to cook and worry about lots of cleaning up afterwards. they'll fuck up the campus parking lot later on when we're tailgating.
sunday, Jay and i will be at the titans/colts game, so there won't be any cooking or cleaning that day.

i love football season [when i don't have fifty dozen people in my house], but it's really weird and sad this time around [for me]. last year, at this time, people were finding out i was pregnant. whenever we had people over, everyone would rub my belly, and seemed genuinely happy and excited for us. now, it's just uncomfortable because everyone acts like i'm dying and look at with pity and/or sympathy. i really hate that.

when we go out to dinner with people from Jay's work, someone will ask if we have any kids and one of us will say "yeah, but...." as soon as they hear what happened, we get the head tilt and an "awww, i'm sorry" every. single. time. it's annoying and awkward from there until we leave.

it's situations like that that make me not want to be around people ever again. i know it's not something people do intentionally, or at least i hope not, but i still hate those moments.

i really love the white lilies Jay bought me today, though.
he makes me smile. =)

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