not.

so, i have the flu AND bronchitis. i am not very pleased with this. but i haven't been to work in over a week so that's a plus. i would've been here blogging but i've pretty much been in bed and puking my brains out since last tuesday or something like that. i've just been bitchy and whiney and i have no idea how Jay puts up with my shit but he's the bestest. i think because i'm not taking any medicine, it's sticking around longer than it should. but i think the flu is starting to go away since i don't have a fever anymore and i haven't puked since sunday. the cough is still horrible though. i feel like at any moment i'm gonna cough up my right lung. and the worst part? i don't get any nookie. Jay doesn't even sleep in the bed; he sleeps on the floor on my side of the bed. that's super cute and all, but i'm horny. we did do it when i was ovulating but that didn't really count cause it was strictly business. i don't even remember if i was awake.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! Jay went to like 4 parties this past weekend so he's not allowed to go anywhere tonight. i still feel like crap so i'm not leaving this couch. i'm sorta kinda looking forward to the little trick-or-treaters though. you know i love little kids in costumes, but everytime i see stuff like on tv i just start bawling. i saw the most adorable little baby in a bee costume and i cried for over an hour. losing a baby alone is a very hard thing to go through, but everyday there's something to remind us of all the things we're missing out on with that little girl and it makes it so much more worse. i'm so lucky to have Jay cause i really don't think i could get through this with anyone else.

ugh. my nose is starting to leak again.

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