you know what that means?

the holiday shopping commercialization of christmas is here.

halloween day, i did a quick run to walmart to get more candy for the kids. do you know what i saw as i walked in the entrance? those motherfuckers putting up christmas trees.

CHRISTMAS TREES!!!

halloween wasn't even over yet! can i at least get through thanksgiving before people start shoving christmas crap at me? fuckfaces.

we had a really nice halloween though. Jay put together all the little goodie bags and handed out the candy. i would have done it myself but i didn't wanna spread my germs. and i didn't cry when i saw all the cute little kids in their cute little costumes.

i don't think those first few kids who came by are never coming to our house again. we left the big door open so that people could see we were home and had candy. the first time the doorbell rang, the dog started howling. then she ran and slammed her body into the glass door and started scratching to get out like she was fucking possessed. one kid was crying, another was screaming "i don't wanna go mommy! i don't wanna go!" the other kids just ran. it was not pretty....but very funny.

it was relatively early when people stopped coming by, so Jay took me to see Saw 4. i was kinda hoping it would suck since i heard 5 & 6 are in the works and are based on the events of 4, but it didn't. i'm officially on the countdown for saw 5.

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now that halloween is officially over, Jay and i are gonna have that "where are we going for the holidays?" talk. i already know i'm going to my mom's for thanksgiving no matter what. but i know if Jay wants to be with his family, he's gonna ask me to go with him and i'm gonna cuss him out for even letting that thought---me being with his family--- enter his mind and we're gonna have a big fight about it. it sucks. i don't want it to be that way, but it is. and i'm not at a point where i can be around them and not get angry. it's hard for me to forgive when i can't forget. they can bite me. i'd rather not spend thanksgiving without Jay, but i'm preparing myself for it.

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i have to go back to work tomorrow. i don't wanna.

go colts!!

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