i did really well seeing him off at the airport this morning. i didn't pout or stomp or whine until after he got on the plane. well, i did pout beforehand, but he thought it was cute and gave me kisses. but still, i saved the stomping and whining and a little screaming until i got in the car and drove to work.

i thought i'd mentally prepared myself for this little separation, but i was wrong. so very, very wrong. it's all his fault though. i was fine all day yesterday, even packing for him. then last night
while we were lying in bed cuddling and snuggling, he held me really close and tight and whispered in my ear, "i miss you and i haven't even left yet."

BASTARD!

ever since, i've been a mess. i know it's only a day and a half, but i start to die a little when i'm away from him for more than 5 minutes. i am having a slumber party tonight so that'll keep me distracted. or not. i'm just gonna talk about Jay all night. are you shocked?

i have 2 new favorite songs i've listened to everyday for like the past month and a half.

1) close my eyes - backstreet boys. i was not lying when i said i was a fangirl.
2) like i'll never see you again - alicia keys. i cry everytime i listen to it. it's Jay's fave song on her new album. however, i find the video to be a bit over the top. it's good nookie music, though.

i should probably start setting out food now. grrr.

i miss my papa bear. =(

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