i have this problem where i get really upset with Jay when he doesn't talk to me when i know he's upset or *intensely thinking* about something. then later on when he does decide to talk to me, i kinda wish i hadn't forced it so much. gawd, he's such a baby. even though today turned out to not be as great as i'd hoped it would be, it was still really nice to have the whole day with him. i miss that a lot.

i kinda don't wanna go home for xmas. i love my family and it's usually nice to get to spend the holidays with them, but i really don't wanna be bothered with all the hoopla this year. i'd much rather just stay here and cook and have my own little holiday with Jay. the less people i have to deal with, the better.

that dog keeps looking at me cause she wants to go outside, but she's got another thing coming if she thinks i'm gonna be the one to get out of my cozy little spot and take her out. just take your little as on over to other side of the bed and scratch at Jay's head; it's not like he's doing anything important.

i have a ginormous bruise on my arm where i walked into the door. that happens a lot.

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