my baby smiled at me for the first time this morning! oh, it was the sweetest thing. i had just got done with the dishes that someone else was supposed to do last night, so i was a bit pissed. then, i went upstairs and there was my little angel with her daddy sucking on her little thumb. such cuteness. Jay handed her over to me and she looked straight at me and gave me this huge, all-gums smile. my heart just melted and i cried for like ten minutes. milestones and hormones.

my new workout plan is no longer in effect. no real reason, i just like hanging out with my baby a lot more than i like running and sweating. and i may or may not have a hint of separation anxiety going on. yesterday, i was supposed to go get a mani and a pedi, but that never happened. as i was getting in the car, i was flooded with these crazy thoughts of what could go wrong while i was gone, and i missed my littleface so much in the few seconds i was away from her. so, yeah, i'm not ready for that shit. however, i told Jay i was afraid she'd get hungry before i got back since she only nursed like 30 minutes prior to me *attempting* to leave. he just looked at me and laughed "yeah right." oh well.

we were supposed to put up some halloween decorations and carve pumpkins but we spend so much time with Ava that time just sorta flew by and we forgot all about it. it's not like she knows what the hell halloween is anyway. i do know that i will be buying a shitload of candy on saturday though. oh yes, there will be candy.

Labels: littleface, my love, so random

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