i started working out again on monday with the help of my hubby. yeah.... i discovered that i really don't like him trying to help me work out. he yells and i don't like being yelled at so i may or may not have cried and kicked him in the knee. i think i'm gonna have to go back to the gym cause i cannot focus working out at home with my little sweetpea nearby. she's just so cute and cuddly and i love her little face. anyhoos, so the way i have it planned out kinda flows with Ava's feeding and napping schedule. she's up around 5 or 6am, so after nursing and changing her and some cuddle time, i hand her off to daddy and run 5 miles. right now, i'm hitting it around 34-35 minutes, and i need to be just under 30 to be at me pre-pregnancy time. then, around noon i spend an hour a half on my abs and legs and another hour and a half lifting. i'm trying to cut out all the junk food, but i did indulge a little in some cookie dough last night. after 4 days, i'm already seeing some significant change in my belly area, and i can fit in most of my pre-pregnancy jeans now. so here's to hoping i can keep this shit up another 3 weeks.

tuesday, i got my giney checked and i'm happy to report that i have resumed having sexy times with my hubby. oh, it's so wonderful. ;-)

my little pumkin is now one month old and i can't believe it. i've been pooped on, peed on, spit up on, smacked, scratched and i love every bit of it. Jay and i got really lucky cause she's not much of a crier- only when she's hungry or sleepy and of course during bathtime. otherwise, she's pretty content with all the cuddle time she gets from mommy and daddy.

she was so good at the doctor's yesterday, she was like a completely different baby from 2 weeks ago. i guess i did all that worrying for nothing. she's now up to 9lbs and she's grown almost 2 whole inches since she was born. after getting all the basics out of the way, i had to hide behind daddy and let him handle the littleface while she got her hepB shot. needles and i are not cool like that. she cried for only a few seconds and was totally fine after some kisses from mommy. i'm sure it won't be that easy when she gets 5 different shots next month.

after the leaving the doctor's, we stopped by Jay's work so that everyone who hasn't already came to visit could get a look at the little one [and so Jay could check in on the guy who's taken over all of his duties while he's on leave]. i was so glad Ava was hungry and all kinds of cranky at that time cause i didn't want all those nasty bitches touching my baby; i don't know where their nasty hands have been. the general consensus is that "she's so precious" and looks like her daddy. psh. at first, i thought it was cute that she looks like him, but now i kinda feel a little cheated. he didn't do any real work in all of this baby-construction. why does she have to look like him? ugh.

i just made the decision that we're gonna get a housekeeper. i can't maintain this house, cook at least twice a day, and be with my husband and baby. maybe if there were more hours in the day and i had a couple of extra arms and legs but here it is 24 hours in a day and i've got 2 arms, 2 legs, and 2 engorged titties. i have got to wake this kid up before my titties explode.

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