i know all mommies say this, but i have the most beautiful baby EVER. she's just the sweetest thing and i cannot get enough of her. all the little faces she makes, those fat legs and little toes, and those little hands that i don't have to cover up anymore since i FINALLY cut her nails. i'm in love with every inch of her. and she's growing so much already!

boob juice. it does a body good.

you know what? my evil mother is trying to steal my baby away from me! okay, well, not really but she kinda is. she thinks we should be letting Ava sleep in her crib in the nursery now, but Jay and i don't want her to. so, every time we fall asleep while Ava's asleep, my mom will steal her and take her to the nursery and turn the monitor on. not cool, lady. not cool. but of course, just as she thinks i'm sound asleep, 5 seconds later i'm scooping the littleface out of the crib and bringing her back to our room. and it doesn't matter how many times we tell her to stop doing it, she's just gonna keep on until i smack her over the head with a skillet. i'm supposed to deal with this bitch for another month? oh, hell no.

i'm nowhere near ready for her to be in the nursery; it just seems so far away. when she cries, i want her to know mommy and daddy are right there when she needs us. nothing wrong with wanting your child to feel safe and secure, right? i'm not crazy, just crazy in love with my sweetface angel. and have i mentioned what an AMAZING dad Jay is. it makes my heart melt. even that stupid face he makes when he has to change a poopy diaper is too much cuteness.

now, about this whole 4 to 6 weeks of no sex thing. yeah....i don't think that's gonna work. my stitches are gone, i'm hardly bleeding anymore, and my husband is dead sexy even when he smells like baby puke.

poop and puke. yep. that's my life now.

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