i'm starting to get a little lot bored with the routine life of being a stay-at-home mommy. don't get me wrong, i am grateful to be in a position where i can stay home while my husband is off testing the boundaries of how many people he can call 'an incompetent asshole' and throw chairs around before he gets fired and i love that i get to spend all this time with my littleface. there's just no variation or spontaneity to any of it. aside from the weeks that lits has been sick, i can pretty much tell you how my day is gonna go down hour by hour. i have no social life due to the fact that most of my friends don't have kids and/or aren't married and cannot relate to me or anything that's going on in my life right anymore AND i pretty much hate the idea of making new friends or joining any type of mommy social group or anything of the sort. so basically i spend any time that lits is asleep either sleeping or walking around the house talking to myself. and i know my SIL and josie, our housekeeper, think i'm fucking insane because they see me talking to myself or i talk their goddamn ears off.

i have got to get a life.
--i refused to spellcheck @ 1:43 PM | |