and everyone, well almost everyone is sleeping. the little nugget thought i was due for some sidekicks to the uterus, so here i am. Jay was actually supposed to be home on sunday but managed to get an earlier flight out and surprised us this afternoon. the past couple of days had been pretty rough with lits being sick and cranky and whiny, so when she finally took a nap, i passed out right beside her. i thought i was dreaming when i heard "baby, i'm home. wake up." i was like "no, i just laid down. go away. need sleep now." but then, i could smell his cologne and i knew i wasn't dreaming. i woke up and saw my husband's face who i haven't seen in over a month and i peed my pants a little. i do that a lot. goddamn babies fucking up my bladder control.

then, he woke up lits and she looked at him like "get the fuck outta here!" and then she cried. so dramatic. i don't know where she gets that from. at that point, lits was like 'fuck a nap' and just babbled on endlessly to her daddy. i didn't understand most of it but i know she was saying some fucked up shit about me.

Jay is really relieved to be back home but feels guilty for being gone for so long and feels like he missed a lot. i kinda wanted to be a bitch and make him feel worse but i didn't. i still really really REALLY want to, but i think i'm gonna put that in my little bag of tricks and fuckery to use later. seeing my littleface and my hubby smile and laugh, snotbubbles and all, is really all i need right now.

oh, and a red bellpepper with whipped cream.

pregnancy. gotta love it.
--i refused to spellcheck @ 8:05 PM | |