i'm nervous and anxious and i want this little baby* to get out of my uterus.

for the most part, this pregnancy has been breezy. i've actually enjoyed being pregnant; my only complaint was morning sickness. now, i just don't wanna gain any more weight. i look like a fucking whale.

most of my anxiety comes from worrying about how ava's gonna react to having a new baby in the house and not getting the same amount of attention she's so used to getting. maybe it's all in my head. i just don't want her to start a one-toddler revolution because she has a smelly baby sister. until then.....

potty training is almost completely a success. at first i didn't wanna do it, but Jay and i agreed that if that little squirt could take off her diaper and go squat in a corner and come back and tell us she's wet, she was ready for the potty. at first, the peeing on the floor was cute- "mama, i wet!"- but then it was just gross. after peeing came the pooping and i will clean up baby shit off the floor only once. ONCE, AVA-MARIE!

potty training was really fun though. we went to the store and let her pick out a potty, we got pull ups and cute little panties, and we spent the whole weekend going potty. OMG my baby is wearing pull ups now! we had a few accidents here and there, but for the most part, she's a pissing and pooping in the potty champ.

we're gonna travel to mem.phis for christmas next week. we're spending christmas eve with my family and christmas day with Jay's family......i kinda wanted christmas day with my family but somebody pitched a bitch-fit so i'll be spending that particular day with my in-laws and all of those other family members who don't like colored people.......

i think i have pica because i crave and must have crushed ice. every. single. day. but not crushed ice from just any place. it has to be the ice from a certain gas station and it has to be from the machine on the right side. and i will know if you're being lazy and got the ice from the one on the left because it doesn't taste the same. you can say "ice is ice" but i will gut you if you fuck up my ice order.

also, i have a love affair going on with ore ida crinkle cut french fries. no salt. no ketchup. just fries. mmmm, yummy in my tummy.

one of these days, hopefully soon, i'm gonna change my layout. i've been meaning to do it for some time now, but when i have free time i choose to sleep, eat, and/or cuss at Jay for existing. playing around with html isn't really high on my list of things that satisfy me.


okay, back to pizza and football.




*kylie nicole is the little nugget's name.






i will cut you if you steal my baby's name.
--i refused to spellcheck @ 2:21 PM | |