i'm such a sucky blogger now. it's almost shameful. you forgive me, don'tcha? there's nothing spectacular going on right now anyway.

yesterday was a bit rough.
seven months.
i always hate when the 9th of the month rolls around because the entire day i'm just consumed with thoughts of what could have been. and i still can't walk past the baby section in any store without having a brutal breakdown........


-Jay's almost done with all his grad school applications. it seems like the closer he gets to completing all of them, the more he doesn't wanna go at all. i can't figure out if it's because he doesn't wanna get rejected by any of them [which i highly doubt he'll get rejected] or because he's gotten really comfortable at his job now. maybe it's both. i would rather he go to school instead of working but for my own selfish reasons; i just tell him to do what makes him happy. just because he gets accepted to a school doesn't mean he has to go to any of them.

-work is decent for a change. since we're in a new phase of the project i'm a part of, i get to sit at my desk and run stats and goof around with the other RA all day.

-Jay did go to the tennessee/georgia game this past weekend. the only reason i didn't bitch and moan about it was because my darlin Amy was in town and i got to dress like a tramp and party it up with her. gay clubs are the bestest.

-backstreet's back. again. alright! the 12 year old fan girl in me is giddy with glee.

-saw 4. october 26th. nip//tuck october 30th. and i get to go to a haunted house this year. still haven't decided on a costume yet. dressing up and going out depends on how Jay's work load is. we don't go out when he's on a *big* project. he's not a pleasant person when he doesn't get his beauty sleep. i love that angry sex though. boy knocked my uterus into my pancreas once. i'm having spasms just thinking about it.

-i definitely want an oreo mcflurry soon. liiiike right now.

Labels: my love, so random, this is who i am, weekend stuff, work stuff

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