-i so cannot count. i was off a whole week as to how far along i am. this is week 8. note to self: use a calendar. it helps.

-the baracudas have been calling me NONSTOP. one of them sent me an edible bouquet. it looked so fucking delicious but i threw it away. it's the principle of the matter!

-i am feeling a little insecure about this whole skin color issue. before that, i was actually starting to feel comfortable in my own body. but i feel the need to look darker and wear my hair curly so there is no question about my race/ethnicity. i'm such an idiot.

-my patience for Jay's sister is wearing very thin. i love her, i really do. i just want her to not come over so often. i don't want to see her every. single. day.

-i have this itchy patch of skin on my left forearm. i don't understand why. what did i do wrong?

-i haven't cleaned in like 3 days. i haven't even vacuumed. i think that's a new record for me.

-i've been secretly teaching myself to play guitar. it's a lot harder than it looks. geez.

-my niece was supposed to spend her spring break with me, but my brother decided he wanted her to stay home with him even though she doesn't want to. that really pisses me off.

-i threw up some grapes. looked pretty nasty.

-i've been considering nursing school again. only thing is, i need a couple more undergrad pre-req courses. i don't wanna do undergrad again when i already have a degree. and then there's that whole GRE thing. the GRE can bite me. finally, there's the timing issue. by the timing i'm actually able to start, i probably won't wanna do it anymore.

-Jay is debating whether to go to grad school in chicago, here, or stay at his job. i'm pretty sure he's gonna stick with the job, especially with his contract renewal/negotiation approaching.

-i really like naps. i'm gonna go take one now.

happy st. patty's day. drink for me, please.

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